Things are going well for Kirk
Franklin. He currently has two songs in or near the Top 10
of Praise 97.5’s Urban Gospel charts.
Here is a recent talk with
Kirk about his music, his life and what’s on his mind...
Q: One gets the sense that this whole Rebirth thing is
more than just a clever title?
Kirk: It better be more than a clever title. It better
be!
Q: Well, I don't want to pry, but I can't help but
wonder -- what's going on? Why this need for a rebirth?
Kirk: Let me tell you something: there are no hidden
questions. You can ask me whatever you want to ask me. I'm a
very honest, transparent cat. You don't have to worry about
asking any questions that may be touchy -- not with me. Not
with me, man. I love being an open book. Because I believe that
it sets people free.
You know, the Rebirth title was a title that God
spoke to my heart. Because the journey to this album, man...
Dude, I didn't think I was going to make it. I was going
through law suits with different groups I've worked with, and
projects failing. Well, not failing - failing compared to what
some people expected them to be. I mean, they still did two or
three hundred thousand units.
Q: I wouldn't call that a failure.
Kirk: Well, some people would, compared to what's been
done in the past. And you know, sometimes it's stupid --
sometimes you listen to that stuff, you begin to digest it, and
you determine your value based on what that says about you.
Through that dark season, God was doing something else in me.
Because I had to pray more, I didn't realize I was getting
stronger. Because I had to cry more, I didn't realize I was
getting more intimate. Because I had to read more just to stay
sane, I didn't realize I was getting more knowledge. And so,
through that, it's like a spiritual renewal was happening.
You know, the problem with being gifted -- and I say that
blushingly, I don't say that in a vain way, it's not an
arrogant thing -- is that a lot of times that gift can take the
place of God. It's easy to keep busy. You can be busy for God
and not even realize that the gift has taken His place. You
don't even see it coming, because it's wrapped in God.
The package still has "G-O-D" on it. You think you're in
His will and making it happen. You're doing God's music,
writing about God, running for God. And God is over on the
corner going [whistles], "Hey... Hey homeboy, you've pulled off
from the curb and I'm not even driving."
You don't know that until He makes the car run out of gas.
And you look back, and you go, "I forgot to bring God." And
that's a hard place to be. Because you've got to humble
yourself to be able to say that, or God has to humble you for
that.
Q: You’ve had so much success. "Kirk Franklin" is more
than a person now -- it's a whole institution. Do you ever get
overwhelmed from all the hype? How do you keep it real?
Kirk: Either you humble yourself or God humbles you. I
think that when you go through the season of having God humble
you, you don't want to go through that no more. It's not
pleasant. Man, I'm telling you dude, it's off the chain once
you get it. It rocks once you get it. When you fall more in
love with the Giver, then you focus on the gift, it all falls
into place. It really does.
When "Stomp" [God's Property] came out, its first
week it did 119,000 [copies sold]. I was 27 and had never heard
that kind of hype before. I didn't know that first weeks
matter. That was like my fourth album -- I'd done three others
before that, and I'd never heard anything about no "first week"
hype. I didn't know that existed. Now that's how everything's
judged by. The next album, the "Lean On Me" album
[The Nu Nation Project], its first week it did 108,000
units. Do you know that I was depressed?
And I look back on that season now, and I understand why
God had to put me where He had to put me. I understand why God
had to break me. You don't see that until God puts you at a
place where the car runs out of gas. It's almost like how you
look in the mirror in the morning, while you're combing your
hair, and if you keep looking, soon you might go, "Man, I got a
pimple... Woah, man, I got a booger in my nose!... Man, I got a
cavity happening right here!..."
The more time you spend in the mirror, the more you begin
to see. It's all stuff God saw from the beginning, and He has
to slow you down to get you to see it too.
Q: You're perceived as such an innovator. Is there
constant pressure with every new album you create to constantly
do something new and better and bigger and different?
Kirk: If you allow yourself to focus on that... It all
has to do with your focus. That's what I'm learning. If you're
in a plane flying over New York City, New York City doesn't
look that big because of where you are. But if you are walking
down Broadway or down Times Square, it's like, "Geez, man, this
view is crazy [big]," because of your position. It all depends
on where your focus is.
So the music now, for me, is becoming so secondary to the
relationship with God. My pursuit of Him is so much greater
than this... I was going to call it "garbage," because
sometimes that's what it becomes. It's amazing how working for
God can almost be like a curse, in how it consumes you too
much. But it's very secondary now. It's growing to become
secondary.
Q: And there was a time when it wasn't?
Kirk: It's kind of like a crack in a wall. It starts
out small, but you don't know it's growing, because you're so
busy doing. The car is moving so fast, that you don't realize
if you've got a bent wheel or if you need some more freon. You
don't realize it because this car is running, and it's got to
run. The labels are making it run, you're making it run, the
industry people are making it run, the [concert] dates are
making it run, your publicist and your agent -- everybody's
making this car run. And you're so excited, because, "Ooh, I
got people telling me to run -- they must like me! I must be
good. I'm accepted." Most creative people are the most insecure
people.
So the applause -- that does nothing but feed the cancer.
We don't care if it's a bunch of atheists out there -- if
they're clapping, I'm accepted. See, gifted people, man,
they're used to being in church. And there are wounds and holes
there that if you're not sensitive to, you can preach right
over them. We struggle with insecurity more. We struggle with
lust and sex more...with drugs, with pride, with vanity. We
struggle with low self-esteem..with...with acceptance.
It's like here you are, carrying a song in your belly for
months, and you put it on wax, and you're waiting for the
response from CCM or Billboard to tell you if it's good or bad?
[Shakes his head.] It's like a woman that's carrying a baby and
when the baby comes out, all the doctors are saying, "[Moans]
Hey bro, go get your camera and get a picture of this here.
Look at Yoda." [Laughs.] You know what I'm saying? It's a crazy
thing, what happens in the minds of creative people. And if we
don't have anyone teaching us how to channel all that, we'll
self-destruct.
Creative people need a ministry that is sensitive and holds
each other accountable.
Q: What are you passionate about?
Kirk: (Pauses.) Being real. I'm passionate about what's
real. I'm learning to be a little scared of being arrogant or
prideful or being a hypocrite. Like when people come to me and
they're like, "Man, I enjoy your ministry..." And I'm like,
"Okay man, come on come on... Hurry up and finish. Thank
ya'll." But in my mind that's being hypocritical. I don't want
to be on stage where I'm being used by Jesus and then get off
and go, "I rocked!" or "Oh man, I sucked." If it's about Jesus,
what does it matter?
That's my passion. My passion is coming to GMA and color is
not even an issue. I'm very passionate about that. I'm
passionate about going to GMWA -- that's the black Gospel Music
workshop -- and to be able to see Toby or Crystal
or Jaci there. I have problem with [racial issues
keeping us apart]. That ticks me off.
Q: Next question is, what frustrates you?
Kirk: Man, that rubs my hide. How the Civil Rights
Movement is over, done. We've still got Cincinnati, we've still
got these categories and titles that have defined us. That
bothers me. You love Jesus and you love Jesus? Then come on,
let's go. Let's go win the world. But we can't win the Arabs or
Jews or anybody else when they look at us and see all this
separation.
Q: What is it that really separates us, though? If we
are as enlightened as we say we are, and it's not the color
that separates us, then what is it?
Kirk: Well, realistically, there are cultural
differences. Fact. I totally dig that.
Q: We like different kinds of music. That's not a
racial issue -- it's just the way it is.
Kirk: That's just the way it is, right. There's got to
be a learning of... when you're riding in my car listening to
whatever I'm listening to, how can we be able to still let you
enjoy riding with me? Without you feeling like it's a black and
white thing? The first thing I could do is, after a while,
change the channel. It's all -- and here's a great word, man --
it's all about some level of sacrifice.
Q: Kirk, you speak to many young people about how they
can change their lives if they're on the wrong path. You speak
from experience based on your past.
Kirk: Yeah, well, I try to relate to children or just
to young people from a foundation of understanding of what
struggles are. I mean, not being loved by a mother or father,
not being affirmed or really getting acceptance and attention
from people that you really loved, kinda being given away as a
child - adopted - and just kinda trying to find love whether
it's sex and drugs or whatever it was, you know, just as a
young kid and I just found my faith at a young age. When I was
15 I gave Christ my heart, and everyday since then it's been a
growing process, falling, stumbling, learning from the lessons
and growing more and more. So I just try to make it very real.
Q: It's been ten years since you've been on this road
of Gospel music. What have you learned and what do you still
hope to do?
Kirk: What
I've learned more than anything is that music is what I do, not
who I am, that I'm loved by God not by what I do for Him, but
because of my trust in Him. He loves me the same way on a bad
day as much as He does on a good day. Not only is that for me,
but it's also for you. You don't have to do anything to make
God love you, that God loves you just the way you are. When
you're his child that doesn't change just because you make
mistakes. You're still his child forever and ever and ever and
ever and ever.